“What I have said of the attractiveness of certain kinds of dress is not to be understood in the sense that they appeal to me in themselves. I live in the hope that later I shall have a lover; I should have one; with out one, the longer term deems dark and barren, and all the ambitions normally cherished-honor, position, and so forth.-appear empty and unattractive. Yet I can not keep from seeking a youth like myself; certainly, I do know that in case of necessity I shall buy a soldier, although I know perfectly effectively the penalty meted out to one caught in such circumstances. My best could be to be associated with a quantity like myself; but I needs to be glad if I could have unrestrained intercourse with one lover. I’m typically afraid of myself; afraid that, in asking all prostitutes, as I do, whether they know others like me, I could be discovered. For, in the primary place, although the lady charmed me, the charm would soon be lost in regular intercourse, after which all sexual indulgence, if not impossible, would certainly be devoid of pleasure for me; and, in the second place, true love for the spouse could be wanting-the attraction that I really feel with young men I really like, and which makes the intercourse that isn’t merely sensual appear fascinating to me.
“The younger men who please me should be between eighteen and twenty-eight. I regard soldiers with favor, and lots of please me when in uniform who do not have an effect on me when in civil dress. I can’t regard male love as a vice, although I can properly understand why it is considered vicious. Laws of some jurisdictions consider oral intercourse to be penetrative sex for the needs of sexual offenses with regard to the act, however most nations would not have laws which ban the follow itself, in distinction to anal intercourse or extramarital sex. I am far more inclined to evaluate morality and immorality in accordance with my feelings than in accordance with fastened principles; for I have all the time been given to skepticism, and have never yet studied out a set perception for myself. Intangible dampness contains a person’s subjective emotions of heaviness and dizziness. The constant association with a youth bodily pleasing and in mental harmony with me, and who may perceive all my feelings and share my intellectual opinions and desires, would, it seems to me, be the greatest happiness. Just as in women sure strange articles of gown (like gentle-colored jackets) please me, so the army costume attracts me.
Everything in artwork that is not only original, but bizarre, attracts me. I might simply dispense with girls, if I had common male satisfaction; but I believe that at lengthy intervals I ought to embrace a woman for the sake of variety, as my nature is totally hermaphroditic in a psycho-sexual sense (girls I can only desire sensually, however I can love and sensually want young males). Sexual intercourse with women does not satisfy me, and my need for young males constantly will increase. “In character I’m form and compassionate; and, though I have a lot to undergo with my anomaly, I’m not unhappy as a result of I really like young males, however as a result of the satisfaction of such love is taken into account improper, and since I cannot gratify it without restraint. Certainly, sexual satisfaction that’s not directed to procreation isn’t opposite to nature; and, whether or not it has not other purposes unknown to us, is uncertain; and, even if it have been purposeless, it wouldn’t essentially be despicable (it’s not certain that the measure of a ethical act is its usefulness). With him I really feel completely happy, and the sexual satisfaction is merely the crowning of our love. But, why love of men needs to be something immoral, I can’t understand; purposeless exercise of the sexual instinct (if the immoral is to be seen in all that is useless and unnatural) can also be found in intercourse with prostitutes, and even in marriage the place means to prevent conception are used; and it seems to me that the sexual intercourse of men have to be positioned on the same degree with all sexual congress that has not procreation as an finish.
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